UBS

Its been months since I have pened anything. Apart from work I have not written anything constructive. As anyone might have guessed that I have graduated from NUS and have since started working in UBS. For folks who are wondering where this smart blok is working at, access this webbie, ubs.com.
Some updates, HUISY aka the adorable and cutie is my current lovely darling. Sorry ladies out there, its gonna be awhile before you get any of me... It seems that god has finally start giving me some sweets. On the hind side, I have to look for a job real soon as my department is outsourcing to india.
Enough shit about me, I have noticed that there are increasing occurance of anonymous comments on blogs. Seriously if these retards have a problem with postings, atleast have the balls to leave your nicks on. Being anonymous just shows ya folks have no respects for yourselves. You people are no different from power rangers going around sticking your middle fingers up. An advice to you back stabbers, arggh i can't be bothered with advicing, you guys are hopeless.

Huisy is so sweet 

Huisy is so adorable 

Looking for.....

Standing Alone in the darkness of the cell
Cramped by the blanket that I used to hide in
Thinking I can stop the world from moving on
How foolish was that, How lonely is that?

Found somebody to speak my heart to
Ask if he felt the same way too.
Guess what,
He's far beyond, beyond what could be apprehended
My life, Move on, Move on

Looking for comfort, Fuck it
Love aian't coming back no more
Looking for Shelter, Fuck it
God aian't helping ya no more

Seems to me it's so beautiful
emotions fake it while reality hits right in the spot.

Officially Unemployed

Im done with all the exams in my life i guess. It seems to be a double edged sword as on one hand I am over with the hategul mugging, the other side means that I would not have time for dance and friends anymore. After a few days of enlightenment in clubs, I realised that it's just another phase of life. It's time to grow up Harold!!! Before that, the party's on tonite at CDANS. Final graduation party. I hope nothing goes wrong and that everyone has a good time. I know i'm being a bit paranoid but well this is my first and last time doing such a thing, I guess I have the liberty to be anal... More pics will be up soon and ya, Blast is starting soon!!!!

Disorientated....

Its the time of the Sem, Exams.... and I'm fucking not doing anything meaningful. These includes not studyin, dancin or looking for a job. It seems that I dun really have an aim in life currently. I know that its high time to look for a full time job but I haven't actually type my resume. Trying to stop time where I had all the fun with dance and friends but it just dun work. I hate myself for tryin to convince myself that the safe house of NUS is always there. Its not logical but I still hang on to the believe that I'm forever protected by the enviroment of work. Thinking that there are still hopes that I can dance forever and slackk neve endingly. Someone pls wake the fuckin the fuckin ass outta me.... I'm sure I'm gonna miss th guys in central 6 alot when i grad. Oh fuck why do I sound so gay. Oh man and i'm fuckin bitchin bout myself now. Shit. signin off....

From mellie, ya the sweetest 

Lost

Like water flowing down from the pressures of gravitational pulls, the soul is sipping away from the body ever since we are born to this world. All 7 sins in the world attach themselves to individuals by tightening their rein on the soul. With the absences of the soul, are we sinless? Does it really matter? In culturing a stone cell, the protoplast is lost when water flows into the cell through osmosis. Just like them, our souls are lost when everything in this world starts filling our minds up. Meanings are present, ever fluid but to souless individuals, they come and go without imprinting their DNA onto their minds. Feelings are meaningless too. One still feels happy when good things happen, sad when it sucks, but they can never be stagnant nor can they be attached. If vampires are mindless individuals, Im a souless kid living in agony.......

Different opinions

Or should I say that people are brought up differently and have different views regarding their actions. Was talking to a friend about why majority thinks that gals stand to lose in flings. Both of us felt that in sex, no one loses out. Since we can't assume that both gender gets to orgasm, but we assume that both has enjoyed the process of making out. Please be noted that my friend is a girl. Anyway, I forsee abuses will be directed to her 'sluts' and 'bitches'. For goodness sick people who don't have flings just miss out on the process of having unattached sex. Thats all. Don't be offended, I'm not saying that you guys are geeks or anything negative, just that you just miss out some fun. Since fun is a social construct, we shall not refute into anyone's defination of fun which includes the masses out there. chowzzzz