Disorientated....

Its the time of the Sem, Exams.... and I'm fucking not doing anything meaningful. These includes not studyin, dancin or looking for a job. It seems that I dun really have an aim in life currently. I know that its high time to look for a full time job but I haven't actually type my resume. Trying to stop time where I had all the fun with dance and friends but it just dun work. I hate myself for tryin to convince myself that the safe house of NUS is always there. Its not logical but I still hang on to the believe that I'm forever protected by the enviroment of work. Thinking that there are still hopes that I can dance forever and slackk neve endingly. Someone pls wake the fuckin the fuckin ass outta me.... I'm sure I'm gonna miss th guys in central 6 alot when i grad. Oh fuck why do I sound so gay. Oh man and i'm fuckin bitchin bout myself now. Shit. signin off....